I have to say it's been pretty amazing to become a mom. I knew I would love Ethan, but I didn't know what it would feel like. I feel like I would do anything for him. I just stare at him in wonder and awe. I can cuddle with him for hours. It's also been amazing to watch Matt become a dad. He is so sweet with Ethan. He loves on Ethan all evening long as soon as he gets home from work. He changes lots of diapers, he does 4:00 am feedings for me on the weekends, and cares for our son with such a sweet tenderness. It melts my heart :)
Here is what Ethan is doing as I write this. He's not in a deep sleep... he keeps grunting, it's funny. Yesterday when he was sleeping he was "air nursing". It was hilarious.